In the last few days I pondered on commitment. I figured out that in my case a lack of commitment leads to a lack of motivation and focus. I wish I could say I enjoy doing things for their own sake, but apparently I need some end to work towards in order to make any substantial progress at all in a certain endeavor, and to attach meaning to it.
I need to find a way to hold myself accountable to the promises I make to myself.
I feel very energized right now. I hope I can keep up that momentum over the course of the day.